tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-72451741089567917982024-03-13T13:38:45.632+02:00وأنا Cairo عنToo mainstream. Nothing special about me. I talk a lot. Nobody listens. May be someone will read. A 20-year-old girl (AND JOURNALIST) in Cairo...Mariamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09497831965656858001noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7245174108956791798.post-7769022450902289712015-03-04T02:32:00.002+02:002015-03-04T02:36:52.428+02:00خواطر مشتتة عن أكتر موضوع مكرر، مهروس ومش مفهوم<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span lang="AR-EG" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 22.8266677856445px;"><span style="color: #cc0000;">أياً كان..موضوع الحب ده، هو الموضوع. هو موضوع الناس اللي في سني و الناس اللي أكبر و أصغر مني، هو حيرة كل الناس و سبب أساسي ورا مشاكل معظم الناس. هو مش كلام تافه ولا كلام شباب، عشان المشاعر حقيقية أوي بالرغم من إنها في الأغلب بتبان أوهام، وعشان المشاعر اللي بنسفهها دي بتحرك في الباطن ما نطلق عليه "الحياة العملية الحقيقية البروفيشونال". المهم إن كل اللي جاي في البوست ده عبارة عن مجموعة أفكار مش مرتبة، مش مرتبطة، مش مهدفة و مش موجهة. بعبعة فاضية لم و لن تؤدي لشيء.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000; font-family: Symbol; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 22.8266677856445px; text-indent: -0.25in;">·<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 7pt; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span><span dir="RTL" style="color: #cc0000; text-indent: -0.25in;"></span><span lang="AR-EG" style="color: #cc0000; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 22.8266677856445px; text-indent: -0.25in;">ايه هو الحب؟ الحب هو الارتياح ولا التعود و لا العشرة ولا الرغبة الشديدة في ممارسة الجنس مع الشخص ده؟ الحب هو البذل و العطاء و الخروج من ذاتك، هكذا يقولون. و لكن كيف تطلبون مني الخروج من شيء لا أعرفه ولا أعرف حدوده ولا أفهمه؟ الحب هو مشاركة الطريق..جميل. لكن الأ ينبغي عليَ قبل أن يطلب مني مشاركة طريقي، أن اتحدد ملامحه لنفسي؟ ألا أجد الفرصة أن أفهم طريقي قبل أن أسخِر، او يسخرني أحد معه في الطريق؟</span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: Symbol; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 22.8266677856445px;">·<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 7pt; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;"> </span></span><span dir="RTL"></span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 16pt; line-height: 22.8266677856445px;">كنت اتمنى أن يصبح التعارف و الإعجاب في مراحله الأولى أكثر سهولة و بساطة ووضوح، يمكن أن يكون شيء أشبه بالتقدم لوظيفة. فمثلاً على المعجب ان يملأ استمارة بمواصفاته و ظروفه و طلباته، و على الاستمارة أن تمر بقسم الموارد البشرية للفحص و الفرز، ثم يخضع أحسن المتقدمين لفترة اختبار لا تزيد عن أسبوع (عشان وجع القلب) ثم نختار الفائز..و ممكن نتبرع بباقي المتقدمين لاخواتنا اللي مملاش استمارتهم حد. حقيقي و من غير تهريج: يحصل ايه لو دخل الشاب (أو البنت) من دول قال أنا عايز اتعرف، نتقابل نخرج و نقول بصراحة مرتاحين او مش مرتاحين؟ طب لو واحد ارتاح و التاني لأ؟ مش مشكلة. أحسن ما نقعد نهري في المهري سنين و نطلع احنا الاتنين متبهدلين من عاركة ملهاش لزمة.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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محاسبة المسئولين، إنك صوت لا يجب أن يسكت، و قلم لا يجب أن ينكسر، إنك تساهم في
تشكيل الرأي العام...سيطعمونك كثيراً من هذا الهراء في دراستك، في النظريات و كتب
الجامعة..و ستصدقهم.</span></div>
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تذهب في مظاهرات و انتخابات و مقابلات بلا تعيين حقيقي كجزء من "تدريب"
تحصل عليه حتى تصبح مثلهم. لاحظ هنا إنك مش هتاخد فلوس، انت هتاخد على قفاك بس!
وإذا كان عاجبك يا عم السلطة الرابعة! مربط الفرس إنك شخصية معرضة لقلة القيمة في
أي يوم و كل يوم: من الناس في الشارع، من المصادر، من الأمن و من المحررين و
الصحفيين الكبار!</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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حرام و تتهزلها السبع سموات. أنت هتشتغل خميس و جمعة و سبت حتى تفقد الإحساس بالأيام
و يصبح هذا هو "الطبيعي" بالنسبة لك..و الإحساس نعمة، كلنا عارفين...</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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الصبح و قناة فلول بعض الضهر و يكتب تقارير لأمن دولة بالليل لزيادة دخله</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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الوكالات الأجنبية، و دول بيبقوا غالباً أجانب، عندهم نظرة سطحية متعالية و فاكرين
أنهم أحسن من رعاع المصريين اللي مش عارفين مصلحتهم و مش فاهمين في الديمقراطية
ولا التمدن ولا السياسة. من الآخر عقدة الرجل الأبيض. بس هنا الرجل الأبيض ده معاه
فلوس، وهو اللي فاتح المكتب عندك: هتشتغل بشروطه، أو هيفكك بثلاثة مراسلين مصريين يترجم
شغلهم و يكتب اسمه عليه..</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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النوع التنافسي المريض و غيرهم...</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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انهم يساعدوك. محدش هيقولك حاجة..هتفهم لوحدك..قدام شوية..</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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المكان الفلاني، أو أن المظاهرات قوية في المكان العلاني..و في الوقت الذي ينبه
الناس بعضهم البعض بالابتعاد عن أماكن المشاكل...تذهب أنت بينما لم تفق من نومك،
لأماكن المشاكل، برجليك و بإرادة حرة! لتجلب تعليق..مشهد..صورة..قد تكلفك عمرك،
ليضعها محرروك في بضعة سطور، يقرأها أقلية..</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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أب، مراية، بيرفيوم، مناديل و هاند جيل</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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مسجل، و كاميرا، و قناع للغاز و في الظروف دي ساعات بنشيل مطاوي!</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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الوجود في واقع "الفتاة الغير محجبة" يفترض أن الناس إما لن يأخذوك على
محمل الجد، أو إنهم سيجعلون حياتك أصعب، من نظراتهم، من شكوكهم و في كل الحالات من
شرفائهم، و مخبريهم و أمنجييهم..</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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لو عايز تتسجل في النقابة لازم "تتعين" في "جريدة"
"مصرية" لمدة لا تقل عن سنة و تجيب رجل نملة أرملة و حتة من جلبية اللي
مشغلك عشان "الحجاب" يشتغل!</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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المهمشين أو التحقيق عن الفساد الذي أمضيت شهوراً –و ربما سنيناً- مضنية في العمل
عليه، واقع لابد أن تعترف به و تقبله..</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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ده؟ و الحقيقة إنه لو عندي إجابة لما كنت كتبت المرفق أعلاه..</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #990000; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;">يأتيني اتصال بعد ساعات العمل فأرد</span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;">: </span><br />
<span style="color: #990000; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;">-ألو استاذة مريم</span></div>
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span dir="RTL"></span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;"><span dir="RTL"></span>-أيوة من
معايا<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;"><span style="color: #990000;">-أنا آسفة جداً على إزعاجك و المكالمة المتأخرة<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;"><span style="color: #990000;">-مفيش مشاكل مين حضرتك<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;">-أنا *** من </span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: 14pt;">UN women</span><span dir="RTL"></span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;"><span dir="RTL"></span>
و أخدت نمرتك من *** في إذاعة راديو *** (الشخصية التانية دي كانت زميلتي و صديقتي
في الدفعة) <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;"><span style="color: #990000;">-أتمنى إنك تبلغي المؤسسة الصحفية اللي بتشتغلي فيها و
تيجوا تشرفونا بالحضور (البنت شكلها لسه متخرج زينا و متوترة)<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;">-حاضر مفيش مشاكل، ابعتيلي ايميل بالتفاصيل بس. (في
دماغي: احنا كبرنا.)</span><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #990000; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;">ضبطت أجازة يوم بليلة أروح فيها رحلة مع أصدقاء الجامعة.
تحمست و حضرت الشنطة و جبت الكتب اللي ناوية اقراها و اتكلت على الله.</span></div>
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<span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;"><span style="color: #990000;">الرحلة فيها ناس لسة متخرجتش و ناس اتخرجت من فترة و ناس
لسة طازة و تشكيلة كدة. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;"><span style="color: #990000;">وقت الراحة: المرتبطين و اللي عايزين يرتبطوا قعدوا مع
بعض، اللي عايز يقعد مع نفسه قعد، و كان فيه شوية شباب عايزين يلعبوا و يجروا. اكتشفت
في الرحلة دي أن حاجات كتير فيا و في اللي حواليا اتغيرت.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;"><span style="color: #990000;">المواقف اللي كانت بتحرجني مبقتش، و اللي كانت بتبسطني
مبقتش برده. فيه جزء من "الفرهدة" و الحماس و الهيصة راح من الناس بشكل
تلقائي و غير مقصود. (احنا كبرنا)</span></span></div>
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<span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;"><span style="color: #990000;"> <o:p></o:p></span></span><span style="color: #990000; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-large;">****</span></div>
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<span style="color: #990000; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;">كان ليا زميلة في الجامعة أبوها من قادة الإخوان الكبار.
لحد فترة كبيرة من معرفتنا مكنتش على دراية بالمعلومة دي. لكن لما اشتدت ازمة
البلد، كله بقى واضح. تجنبت الحديث في أي من الموضوعات السياسية (لأننا زملاء في
الأساس و لأي مكنتش_ساعتها_ قادرة أصدق إن السياسة ممكن تفرق بين الناس)</span></div>
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<span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;"><span style="color: #990000;">الخلاف كبر و الفجوة وسعت. كنت بشوف دعاها على أمثالنا
عالفيس بوك و بالتدريج الاختلاف بقى أكبر من الاحتواء، و لا ينفع معه التجاهل. كان
فيه صدام غير مرئي و فضلت أسيبه غير مرئي. أنا لسه بحب البنت جداً و بفتكر لما كنا
بنضحك سوا و نتشارك في أشياء بسيطة.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;"> الطريق اتغير و
لازم نفترق. كنت بسأل نفسي امتي الناس بيبقوا مختلفين أوي كده رغم البدايات
المشتركة. (احنا كبرنا)</span><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;"> </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;"> </span></span><span lang="AR-SA" style="background-color: transparent; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;"><span style="color: #990000;"> <o:p></o:p></span></span><span style="background-color: transparent; color: #990000; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-large;">****</span></div>
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الثاني، و زميلة تانية تنقبت و بتستخدم الفيس بوك للدعوى. (احنا كبرنا)</span></span></h2>
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المتغيرات تأثر عليك. لما تضحك بس مش أوي و تبكي بس مش أوي، لما تتعب و متحسش
بالتعب زي زمان (لأنك خدت عليه) لما تفقد جزء من الحماس، و الحلم المستحيل، تفكر
بدماغك أكتر ما بتفكر بقلبك...اعرف إنك كبرت..و احنا كمان كبرنا...</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #990000;">كنت و مازلت أقاوم
الوحدة كثيراً، الوحدة التي تتغلل في عمق النفس، تصل لأبعاد لا تعلم أنها موجودة في
الأصل، الوحشة المظلمة في دواخل نفس كل منا..كنت و مازلت أقومها، و اتحداها، و أحاول
هزيمتها..حتى تعودت عليها، أستأنست الوحشة و أدركت أنه قد تكون الوحدة هي الأصل، هي
الأساس.. و ما غيرها..استثناء؟</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #990000;"><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">يمر كل منا بفترة
في حياته، قد ترتبط بالسن، بداية الانفصال عن الحياة العائلية المعتَمِدة، أو بداية الشك
في الأساسيات، بداية التحرر أو هكذا </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">نظن؟ بداية الفطام عن البراءة و الاصطدام بالواقع..
قد تكون محظوظاً، فيبعث الله لك برفيق في الطريق، ليؤنسك و يؤكد لك في بعض لحظات الشك القاتلة
أنه يوجد حقيقة ما يسمى بالإيمان، إنه ليس خيالاً أو سراباً نجري ورائه</span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span dir="LTR"></span><span dir="LTR"></span>..<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span style="color: #990000;">الوحدة الواصلة إلى
الأعماق، في العادة مختفية، متوارية في الظلال..تخرج عندما أستيقظ من النوم، ضعيفة
و غير قادرة على جدال فكري.. حينها أفكر في حياتي، أحاسبني على حزن حاربته كثيراً،
و أنكرته كثيراً..أفكر فلا أجد لتفكيري نهاية..ترن أفكاري كقطع معدنية في بئر عميق..أفكر
عندما أضحك عالياً و أتسائل إن كنت أضحك من القلب كما يبدو، أحب من يثني على ضحكتي
العالية فيؤكد لي إنها حقيقية و يطرد الشك إلى حين.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span style="color: #990000;">الوحدة هي أن
تكون وسط أقرب الناس إليك و لا يفهمونك. الوحدة هي أن تحزن ولا تجد لحزنك سبب
منطقي أو مخرج أو حل. الوحدة هي أن تتوحد مع الألم فيصير جزء منك، لا ينفصل عنك و
لا يمكنك الابتعاد عنه. الوحدة في داخلك، لا علاقة لها بالظروف في حقيقة الأمر.
الوحدة ممتعة في أحيان و مؤلمة في أحيان، فيا ويلك إن أمتعك الألم فأصبح هو
الرفيق.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span style="color: #990000;">كن وحيداً و لا
تثقل على من حولك، هكذا أفكر و هكذا أحاول و هكذا لا أجيد التنفيذ، فأخرق العهد و
اتكلم ثم اتكلم ثم اتكلم ثم اسكت حينما أدرك أنه لا أحد يقدر أن يستوعبني أو
يفهمني في ذات اللحظة، أعود فارغة الطاقة، بحة الحنجرة، منهكة المشاعر، و وحيدة
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نفسي و أحب أن اتسامر معي، أكلمني، و أوبخني و أشاركني أحزاني، تلذذت التوحد و
اخترته و أدركته في داخلي كحقيقة واقعية أن الفراغ الداخلي قد يكون أوسع من فراغ
الكون...</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Mariamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09497831965656858001noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7245174108956791798.post-66255977047022377452013-11-18T19:56:00.000+02:002013-11-20T11:22:10.761+02:00...خواطر منتقاة من حبي في السواقة<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">البشر</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">مع</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">العربيات</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">مع</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الميكروباصات</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">مع</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الباعة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الجائلين</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">مع</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">القطط</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الكلاب</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الضالة،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بحيث</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">يأخذك</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الشارع</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">إلى</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عالمه،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">يختطفك</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">إلى</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">مدة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">من</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الزمن</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الله</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أعلم</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">إلى</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">العربة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">التي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">انتظرها</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">المشاة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">طويلاً،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أعتقد</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أنهم</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">ينتظرونني</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">كل</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">يوم</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">في</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الصباح</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">من</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أمام</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عربتي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أنا</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">شخصياً،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">يعطوني</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">هذا</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الشرف</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الجزيل،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">يصبحوا</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عليا</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بالمرة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">! </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">اتحرك</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">يا</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بابا،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">اتحركي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">يا</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أبلة،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">إن</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">كان</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">حبيبك</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عسل</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
(</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">زيي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">كده</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بالضبط</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">) </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">متلحسهوش</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">كله</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">! </span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: 14pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أسلوب</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">حياة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">في</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">العربية،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">كل</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">ما</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">تفرمل</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">جامد</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">تثبت</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">شخصيتك</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أكتر،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">تحسس</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">اللي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">معاك</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">في</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">العربية</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بالقوة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">السيطرة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">التحكم</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">على</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">آخر</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">لحظة،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بس</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">السيطرة،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">يعني</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أقل</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">من</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">وزن</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">طول</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">معين</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">منصحش</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بالركوب</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">جنبي،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">لأنك</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">شوية</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">احتمال</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عربية</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">متشدشة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">نص</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">غطاء</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">مركونة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">على</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بتاعنا،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">كل</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">ما</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أعدي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">من</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">جنبها</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أرمقها</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بنظرة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">استعطاف</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">رهبة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">ترقب،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">اللهم</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">اجعله</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">خير</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الله،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أنا</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">لا</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أؤمن</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بالفال</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أبداً</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">..</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">خالص</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">..
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">النظرية</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بقت</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">إني</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أنزل</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أرجع</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">سليمة،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">مش</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">مهم</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أروح</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">مشواري</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">!
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">مش</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">مهم</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">شكليات،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">المهم</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">إني</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أثبت</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">رجعت</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بالعربية،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أنت</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">يا</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">كابتن</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">يا</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">معدة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">ليس</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أفورة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">طالما</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أهلي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">إني</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
"</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">اتودكت</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">" </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">في</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">السواقة،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">إنه</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">آن</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الأوان</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">اتمتع</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">باستقلاليتي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">حريتي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عربيتي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">كده</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">. </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">كان</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">دايماً</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الرد</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">مش</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">دلوقتي،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">استني</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">شوية،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">حد</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">يجي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">معاكي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أول</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">مرة،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">كلها</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">ترهات</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">في</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">وجهة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">نظري</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">..</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">كلام</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أهالي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">! </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">في</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">يوم</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">كانوا</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">مسافرين،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أخدت</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">حبوب</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الشجاعة،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">دورت</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عالمفاتيح</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الرخصة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بكل</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">ثقة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">دخلت</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">العربية</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">هوبا</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عالشغل،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">ثقة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">ايه</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أغاني</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">في</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الراديو</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">ايه</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">لا</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">زي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">ما</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أكون</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">مولودة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">في</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عربية</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">..</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">رحت</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بقدرة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">العناية</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الإلهية</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> (</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">التي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">تخلت</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عني</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">في</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الطريق</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عائدة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">للمنزل</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">)</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">كنت</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">خلاص</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">فاضللي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">شارع</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أبقى</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">في</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">البيت،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بقول</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">في</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عقل</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بالي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
"</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">ما</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">اديني</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">روحت</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">رجعت</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أهو،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">حصللي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">اييييييييييييه</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">"
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عنها،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">دست</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بنزين</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بدل</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الفرامل،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">كان</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">قدامي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">اختيارين</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">يا</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أركب</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عاللي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">قدامي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أصلح</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عربيتي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عربيته،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">يا</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أطلع</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عالرصيف</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أصلح</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عربيتي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أنا</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بس،</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">لو</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">عشت</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بعدها</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">. </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">المفارقة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">إن</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الرصيف</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">ده</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">كان</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">محطة</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">انتظار</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">للأتوبيس</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">. </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الناس</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">اللي</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">كانت</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">مستنية</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">الأتوبيس</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">جالها</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">بداله</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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font-size: 14pt;">جربت</span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: 14pt;">Google maps </span><span dir="RTL"></span><span style="font-size: 14pt;"><span dir="RTL"></span> </span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">و</span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">فشلت،</span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">كل</span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">سواقين</span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">التكاسي</span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-size: 14pt;"> </span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; 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"</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">أشيل</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">" </span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt;">حد</span><span lang="AR-SA" style="font-size: 14pt;">
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I put on my long red cardigan. I
fixed the wide white band in place covering the front of my hair. I stood in
front of the mirror, holding a small pin between my lips and rolled the
colourful scarf over my head like I had been doing for four years. But that
time, before heading to a Galal Amin lecture in a nearby bookshop, I looked at
myself despairingly. I rolled back the scarf, took it down and let it fall
around my neck. I took off the band. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">“Do I look okay? Amn’t I still
modest?” I asked my mum, now looking at myself in the hall’s mirror. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">“You look great,” my aunt said,
“Let your hair down.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I did. And I never put my hejab
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">It was January 2010. On my way to
the bookshop, I pushed down the car window wide open. I was dumbstruck by the
beauty of feeling cold air brush against my neck and through my hair. I
couldn’t repress my smile. It felt so good and it made me feel guilty - even
now as I write it, though for a different reason.<span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><br />
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I have finally decided, after
these years, to write about that moment. I had repeatedly refused before
because I did not want to make drama out of a very normal story. I was never
forced to wear the hejab, I did not take it off because I felt it oppressed me
and I am not an anti-hejab advocate in any way. I also refused to write because
I did not want to put up a story at a time when it has become “in-fashion” for
girls to write about their journeys to freedom from the hejab. I did not want
my story to be picked up by cliche feminists referring to me as a victim, whose
mind is trapped, and still afraid to claim “all liberty”. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">This is why I hesitated before
writing about the beauty of feeling cold air on my skin. In my head, this
doesn’t go into a whole detailed analysis on how the hejab can disfigure a
girl’s relationship with her body, how it denies her simple natural pleasures,
etc. The air felt good. That was it. I am sure when I try Turkish ‘ayran for
the first time I will feel the same. No drama.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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unjustified sensations, I decided that I will finally write, not just
about it, but also about the reasons that kept me off the writing. <span style="background: white;"><br />
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">My story is very simple. I think
this is why I was always at a loss of a good eloquent answer to the question:
“Why did you take off the hejab?” And I believe this is the case for many girls
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I wore the hejab when I was 13
(in 2005). At the time my family did not approve, not just because they thought
I was too young, but because we were living in Ireland. They were afraid it
would make it even more difficult for me at school - already a foreigner and
not very social (amid much ‘Islamophobic tensions’). But I insisted. I wore it
for four years in four different schools and towns around Ireland. It was fine
at times and difficult at others. I considered taking it off halfway through,
but decided against it at the last minute. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">As time went on, however, I
realized that my hejab has started becoming more and more about myself. It was
no longer a spiritual act. It was not about my relationship with God anymore.
It fell down to a personal challenge where I refused to submit to the social
difficulties I met because of wearing it. I thought I was defending my culture
and identity, but it turned out I was only defending myself. <span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><br />
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">After I arrived in Cairo in
summer 2009, I lost the fear of guilt I had toward taking off the hejab. If I
had taken it off in Ireland, I always thought, no one would realize it was a
personal choice. They would always remember that the Muslim girl rebelled
against her backward religion. And I had already met such situations where I
was categorized as the “Muslim girl” and never as “Reem”. I did not want
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">So after six months in Cairo, I
confessed clearly to myself that I no longer represent the veil on my head. It
contradicted how I was feeling and thinking at the time and I could not keep on
announcing every day that I represent something when I didn’t. I took it off
for the time being. And that was it. <span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><br />
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">This is my “casting off the veil”
story. Unfortunately, Mubarak, Morsi and El-Sisi didn’t get to play a part in
the drama. Belly dancers of El-Haram Street where I live did not infiltrate my
ideas on body image either. I did not go mad after reading Nawal El-Saadawi. I
am not living a dual life because I am scared of my ultra-conservative family.
A Salafist man did not attack me on the street. Nothing of the sort. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I have no problem with the drama.
In fact, I have to confess it isn’t exactly “dramatic”. I am sure there are
many girls whose stories aren’t as simple as mine. I cannot deny that taking
off the hejab is a more or less taboo subject in our society that can involve
many tensions. But I also know that are a lot like myself who simply made a
personal choice and do not want to get their action zoned into politics. <span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><br />
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">This isn’t an over-simplification
either. It is true that more girls are taking off the hejab in Egypt. (Or
actually, that more and more girls are braver to take risks and defy rules in a
wider context). And this definitely has social reasons worthy of shedding light
upon and addressing. However, it is nonsensical for me that this is a “massive
trend”, that this is because of the “Muslim Brotherhood”, that hejab is a
synonym for oppression for these girls, and that all those who took it off made
the better more civilised choice. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I do not understand the elitist
point of view writers take when writing about the issue. It is very shallow,
generalizing, and stereotyping. It doesn’t put it in a proper fair wide social
context that deeply understands this society - its women, its religious
practices, its Islamists, its unannounced norms. (Or writers who force
taking off the hejab without strong and clear justification into a political
context).<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">These stances have always
bothered me. I often felt they are an insult more than anything. Every woman
has her own history, her people, her heavy baggage of experiences and she is a
part of her society. It is unfair to lump her actions and what represents her
into one or two vague categories that do not always reflect her reality. </span><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7245174108956791798.post-3562476761406515682013-11-06T15:28:00.002+02:002013-11-07T21:37:26.234+02:00 ..عن علاقات ملهاش اسم<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; text-align: right;">هو: سينظر إليكِ نظرات بمعنى و بلا معنى، سيكلمك بسبب و بدون سبب، سيسألك عما تفعلينه، و ما فعلتيه
و ما تنوي فعله في يومك، سيهتم..و يكون هو-بهذا الاهتمام غير المسبوق بأحداث يومك
العادية- بطل اليوم و كل يوم... سيسألك عن حياتك و أحلامك، سيبتسم و "يتنحنح"
و "يتسنتح" و هيعطف و يلطف..سيهتم بمعرفة </span></span><span style="color: #cc0000; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">أصدقائك (ليس عائلتك) و علاقاتك
بل و يستجوبك عنها.."مين ده و مين دي" و كده</span></div>
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<span lang="AR-EG" style="color: #cc0000; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-language: AR-EG; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">هي: ستعلن
دفاعاتها عالية، هي تقيلة، و "مش أي حد هيحبها هتحبه يعني" الجملة
ال"حمضانة" الغير حقيقية و غير واقعية لأنه مين قال أساساً إنه بيحبك، و
لأنه الاهتمام فعلاً هو اللي جذبك..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="AR-EG" style="color: #cc0000; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-language: AR-EG; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">المهم، هتألف ميت
سيناريو في دماغها، هتفكر أما "يجي يقابل بابا" و يمكن تجهز الفستان
اللي هتلبسه يومها كمان..هتعتبر تدخّله و تطفّله على حياتها و تحكمه الغير مبرر و
الغير مفهوم "غيرة و حب" و هتعتبر عدم وضوحه في شكل و طبيعة العلاقة أدب
و أخلاق أنه "ميعشمهاش" أو "ميوعدهاش بحاجة" و هو مش جاهز يجي
تاني يوم الصبح..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="AR-EG" style="color: #cc0000; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-language: AR-EG; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">هي هتحبه، أو
هتتعلق بيه، هتفكر فيه و هتحترم غيابه قبل وجوده، هتحكي لكل صاحباتها، و جيرانها و
يمكن عم محمد البواب عشان ميشكش لو جه وصلها.. هي هتعلق الأمل، كل الأمل بل كل
التأكد إنه هيتكلم و إنه هيفههما في الوقت المناسب.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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ساعات، لكن كل ما هيفكر هيكلمها، مش هيفكر و يدكن زيها، هيبقى متخيل إنه اللهو
الخفي، و إنه طالما مقالش حاجة صريحة يبقى كأنه مش موجود أو كأنه بيتعامل معاملة
إنسانية عادية..هيبقى عايز يكلمها أي وقت، و يتدخل في حياتها بأي شكل..لكن هي أول
ما تبتدي تاخد نفس الدور، أول ما تبتدي تهتم التحدي هيقل، و اهتمامه هو هيقل،
هتبقى هي اللي بتجري وراه (سبحان الله) هيخاف..هيخاف من المسئولية، هيخاف
"يتدبس"، هيخاف يتخنق، لأنه بيحب نفسه أكتر منها، و لأنه مش مستعد و مش
هيبقى مستعد "</span><span dir="LTR" lang="FR" style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: FR; mso-bidi-language: AR-EG;">anytime soon </span><span dir="RTL"></span><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: FR; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-language: AR-EG; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;"><span dir="RTL"></span>" هيفكر إنه كده كده مقالش
حاجة، و إنه يا دار ما دخلك شر، و هيبتدي "يخلع"..<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;"><span lang="AR-EG" style="font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: FR; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-language: AR-EG; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">ملهاش تعبير غير كده، هيخلع، هيجيب ورا، مش هيرد و مش هيسأل، و مكانك
دلوقتي و روّحتي و لا لأ و كلتي ايه و أصحابك مين مش هتبقى حاجة مهمة "</span><span dir="LTR" style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-bidi-language: AR-EG;"> </span></span><span style="color: #cc0000; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 19px; line-height: 21px;">"</span><span style="color: #cc0000; font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%;">anymore</span></div>
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<span lang="AR-EG" style="color: #cc0000; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial; mso-bidi-language: AR-EG; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">هي: هتقول عليه
مشغول، أو هتقلق لا يكون حصله حاجة، هتلوم نفسها و تراجع كل كلمة قالتها و كل تصرف
و كل نظرة، لا تكون زعلته أو اتعلقت زيادة و خنقته...<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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و هي هتسأل نفسها ميت مرة في اليوم اللي حصل ده كان اسمه ايه، علاقة عابرة؟ حب؟
إعجاب؟ صداقة؟ و لا تهيؤات؟<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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لأنها أضعف من اللوم و لأنه فعلاً "ميتمسكش عليه حاجة"..<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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دخل..مش واضح و مش مريح و مش...راجل.</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Mariamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09497831965656858001noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7245174108956791798.post-86928762353808039442013-11-04T14:33:00.002+02:002013-11-07T21:37:45.378+02:00And the writing starts...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Since ex-president Mohamed Morsi is on trial at the moment and Mariam is probably somewhere around Cairo covering the news, I thought I should take advantage of the situation and write the introductory blog-post. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Mariam and I asked everyone in the newsroom yesterday to suggest a good title for our new blog. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">"What is it about?" they asked us.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">"Our lives, Cairo, 20 years, girls," I blurted. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">"Our writings are going to be social," Mariam stepped in to clarify.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">"You want something that people will read?" a colleague asked us, "Diaries of my Sexual Liberation." </span><br />
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I slapped my hand across my chest like any good Egyptian woman. (Though, after a few posts, I think everyone will agree we're not typically 'good Egyptian women'. At the least, I personally have issues with all sorts of identities written on my national ID).</span><br />
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">"OK," our colleague came again smiling, "Two Drunken Women." </span><br />
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">It still didn't work, though I personally liked it. I always feel drunk though I've never tried alcohol and this phenomenon has become stronger since I graduated in June. After much fidgeting, anyway, and with the help of office friends, we came up with this title and typed it in. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">We cannot escape Cairo. It lives up loyally to its name, overpowering us all. And we cannot escape ourselves. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">The title is in Arabic and English because we've decided to write in both languages, depending on how we feel. I will probably write in Arabic when I'm depressed or in a very fragile situation (such as holding back and not falling in love, being lost in identity, being lost somewhere, etc). Mariam will probably write in Arabic when her "poetry devil" befalls her soul. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">I first met Mariam when we started studying journalism at university in 2009. We've been friends since then. We've shared failed love stories. Stupid crushes. We've had every other meal together. Competed stupidly when we worked for rival on-campus newspapers. Gossiped about our professors. Gossiped about our sources. Sat side by side writing leads and ending paragraphs and transition sentences in our stories. We ranted about not having time to look like Angelina Jolie every day. Not finding the Ahmed Mazhar of our lives (She'll kill me when she sees I've written 'Ahmed Mazhar'). We whispered indecent jokes. And laughed loudly about them. We sent each other whats-app messages in the early morning saying things like "What are you doing?" and "Are you working today?" - which clearly translates to "I've been crying" and "I can't do this job anymore". And the good thing is that we both understand the translations. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">But no, we've had our times too. We fought a lot. Ketir. We hated each other. We complained about each other to other people. And in the meantime we're going through a rehabilitation phase, if it's ever going to end. But I don't mind. I tell myself: at least we are making an effort to keep our friendship. Sometimes, that's valuable by itself.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">So, since I work in the second half of the day, I shall stop my introductory rant here. And we'll write something every week, every other week, every other day. We'll write about our lives in this merciless city, the chances it gives us and the rolling days of disappointment - and hope - we wake up to every morning. </span><br />
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